Wow! it's been 5 years since I've added anything to this post. So many changes since then. I've gotten into weaving, bookbinding and changed my career. What brought me back was thinking about getting back into beading - back into creating - so I was checking out the Bead Journal Project to see if it was still running. I can't find anything current so I think perhaps I'll just set up to do my own thing for the time being. I like the idea of trying to accomplish one piece a month so I think I'll go ahead and do that. I'm also playing with the idea of Spirit Dolls as per Robin Atkins bood of the same name.
So since I woke up this morning thinking about fear and what it does and doesn't do in my life perhaps that will be the start. I'm going to pull out some beads and some fabric and see what I can come up with. I'll post later when I get it figured out. Or maybe when I finish it - this feels like something that you just do rather than something you map out meticulously beforehand.